I Am Married But Lonely

When you get to this point after years and years of feeling this way, I think it's time to view things differently. I am filled with regret choosing him and staying. I should have listened to my head a long time ago. Is it too late for me? Do I care enough about myself to fight for myself? Do I deserve more? I miss what I had with "him." It was too long ago. I'm sooo dreadfully bored with my life! I NEED OUT!