I Am Married But Lonely

I should have known. I guess I did know. When he started rubbing my feet after not touching me for over a month I knew he wanted something. Ok, I can try again. I can try to make this work. A quickie in the bathroom with him promising to get me later since quickies just don't work for me. Him satisfied. Me not. No kissing still. No touching since then then, since this morning when it happened. That's normal though. I shower, shave everything, brush my teeth extra long, put perfume on. leave my phone off when we hop in bed which is not like me. Curl up at his side. Mention how I'm freezing which is a kind of code word to let him know I'm in the mood. Nothing. He turns on his side facing me. I turn on my side facing away to spoon. The position that he favors for some reason, guess he doesn't like looking at me. I'm past the middle of the bed, on his side. Waiting for him to put his arm around me. Nothing. 2 minutes later he's snoring. So much for his promise.