I Am Married But Lonely

Friday Night...... Greetings from my prison. I'm home on a Friday night. The kids just went to bed. My wife made chicken and dumplings. My wife took a shower and put on one a black cotton tank top and sweat pants over a pink cotton underwire bra and matching pink hi-cut brief panties. It always excites me when she wears a matching bra and panties. She knows it. I buy them for her at Lane Bryant. I think she looks so sexy in them. We exchanged a couple hugs in the kitchen before the kids went to bed and I asked her, if she was going out tonight. Her reply was something along the lines of quesitoning whether or not I had other plans. I didn't know what to say. Part of me wanted her. Part of me was too tired from being up since 5:30 this morning. And part of me wanted to stay home and write stories as I have been doing lately in Experience Project. Anyway, she called one of her friends told me she was going out. I asked, "When are you coming home?" She said, "Late." And she left me alone. I'm not complaining. She worked real hard today to keep these kids in order. We have a daughter that has ADHD. That can really wear her out. But I felt like I was up against the wall to tell her that I wanted to make love to her or something like that or she would abandon me. I didn't move fast enough. So she went somewhere else. I hope to God She's not having an affair. But If she is, I have to collect some evidence pretty fast.

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Calif42

I think you just should have told her how you felt. Looked in her eyes and told her how hot you thought she looked and that there was nothing you wanted more than her right then. How would she know what you are feeling if you don't tell her? Perhaps she is looking for exactly that thing ... just to feel desired as a woman after spending the whole day being a mom. You said that you asked her if she was going out and she asked you what your plans were. That was your chance to say "My only plans tonight involve making you feel loved". ;)

Or perhaps she just needed to remove herself from the place she had been "trapped" all day and blow off some steam. If you let her know how you feel, perhaps she would have told you that. You never know. You say that you feel like a prisoner, but she is trapped as well. My sister in law deals with a severely autistic child all day and sometimes just needs to get away from the environment for the evening.

Either way, good luck my friend. Never let a moment go by without telling her how you feel. You never know where it will lead. She can't know that you want her if you don't tell her. And in regards to being tired due to waking up early what's better ... being tired and having an orgasm, or being tired and not having one?? *grin*

S74rxed

Hope she's not having an affair, ugh that could get messy. Sorry you're in a tough spot. Hope you work through it soon. Wish I could give better advice than "hang in there", but I can't figure my own crap out.

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