All of today I've been feeling extremely excited!!

Since starting this thread I have had no real time at all to put into the beginnings of how to even think about meeting a new husband 😀

Ive been so busy. Sticky things to sort out. Anyhoo during the busy periods , my thoughts fleetingly drifted toward the matter.

Online dating again was actually the furthest from my mind . Not because I had bas experiences. I just wanted the initial meeting to feel more organic.

My friend has done speed dating for years. Ive never so thought it might be nice to join her in later on this month.

Having said this yesterday' or was two days ago 🤔 ☺️😉

I had a notion to join a particular 'niche' online dating site. I'm a fully fledged premium member for just a month , not too long. So will see how it goes.

At the moment highly irritating. Ive had lots of interest , albeit not anyone ive felt conections with.

I mean i'm with out doubt a positive forward thinking person. But ots times like this that starkly remind just how really special the previous men were / are who had met before ... you just cant WILL a loving connection to be there .

Still ... just makes you realise all the more that there IS such a reality as ' fate' and destiny. Because its been played out so wonderfully within my previous relationships.

The question is ..and its the same for most people who are looking for love again .. which is supposing it never happens for me again ?

Well Im bogged down with commitments for the next week or so. So not sure if I'll be able to really focus on dating.

But still I have premium membership until early September. Something lovely may happen between now ..and then Ooo Oooh!!! ..who knows ☺️😉