Feeling so alone...

My wife fell two days ago, we had to call the First Aid Squad to come. She's in hospital now, not really hurt, but she's never coming home. Her dementia has progressed so far we just can't take care of her at home, can't keep her safe, so she's going into rehab and then a memory care unit. The house is so empty. We've been together 45 years. Nothing feels right without her here.