trying to live without my wife

it has been really hard the past year or so in two month it will be 2 year that my wife has passed away im finding it much harder as time passes i never thought that i would feel so lonely with out her but i do we had been married 18 years haven't been happy in life after she passed away it took over a year to be able to sleep in bed again and still sometime i still don't want to sleep in bed i don't get the right amount of sleep i should get any more i hate being single and hat being alone in this apartment i don't really care about living anymore even don't care about living in Georgia wish i could be back to my old self again but i don't see that happaning any time soon it like im lost for word it hurts so much other people still have a wife or girlfriend and go out and cheat on them left and right i never cheated on my wife and she gone

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Ynotisay · M

What do you think your wife would want for you and your life without her? And if the roles were reversed, what would you want for her?
If you were together for 18 years I'd bet the house that she'd want you to be happy and find fulfillment. And you'd feel the same. That doesn't mean looking for a replacement. That won't happen. What you had was unique. You may find someone else and you may not. But that doesn't mean you can't find happiness in other ways. There's lot of ways to be happy. But it's a choice. I hope it works out for you bro. Hang in. Things do get better with time.