i hate leaving my kid at daycare

my son has been struggling and has some development delays . These daycares suck man, now im looking for a

daycare that works around my hours. Recently i had time to reflect on long term goals but now I dont feel safe with my kid at daycare

so i need a huge career switch. I want to find a job thats strictly work for home, I cant depend on

anyone so i set myself to work on a hobby that i can turn into a business . Its been so hard so i want to motivate myself.

for my sons future... i pray on my anger every chance i get..its hard trying to get your shit together when you have distractions.

im hopeful , i know if i apply myself ill get results.