I want a husband who is generous and kind

And to be honest would help me go back to school by paying my college tuition for my college degrees, and get my vocational certificates and diplomas online. I also want help when working part time for a career. I would love to work 25-35 hours per week but be on my spouses insurance and have them take care of me so I don’t have to be on supplemental security income or pay for my own self employed health insurance. So what if I was partially a kept woman by someone who was kind and generous. Sometimes I wish I had a husband who was kind and compassionate but also had a comfortable income. Doesn’t have to be rich but makes enough to provide for two people and I work part time almost full time. Someone I could love but who would give me another opportunity at iife. Is it wrong to want to feel financial security and also love and affection at same time?