it's better to die than to be all alone.
What else can I do when my own family, best friend and close friends and relatives left me to rot when I needed them the most. I am so down.
26-30, M
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rckt148 · 61-69, M
you reinvent yourself and you move on
I have been there a few times ,
Mom ,My Kids ,My Girl ,everyone was lying to me
letting me kill myself holding a sinking ship together
it put me in a very dark and lonely place for 2 yrs
but i made it ,,and I am getting old ,used up and in pain
but July 4th I am going to rock my home town out
and after that ,why knows ,
but I am someone and so are you ,
I am going to go meet new people and figure out where to go from here
but one things is for sure ,I am not ready to give up and be a quitter
Need someone to talk to ,I am willing to listen ,
but want to die is a quitters talk and I have been there
anyone who says its bravery is an idiot ,
NO ONE knows for sure what comes next ,NO ONE
but I do know I would have cheated myself our of a good life when at 34 I tried to end my life
I have faced more pain and heart break ,betrayal ,
but the good still out weighed the bad ,,,
and I'm not close to done yet
hang in there and do not entertain the death stuff ,,
it has a way of convincing you
I am sure someone loves you ,but you can't see
all you see it the pain and loss ,
believe it or not ,there is a reason for that
I have been there a few times ,
Mom ,My Kids ,My Girl ,everyone was lying to me
letting me kill myself holding a sinking ship together
it put me in a very dark and lonely place for 2 yrs
but i made it ,,and I am getting old ,used up and in pain
but July 4th I am going to rock my home town out
and after that ,why knows ,
but I am someone and so are you ,
I am going to go meet new people and figure out where to go from here
but one things is for sure ,I am not ready to give up and be a quitter
Need someone to talk to ,I am willing to listen ,
but want to die is a quitters talk and I have been there
anyone who says its bravery is an idiot ,
NO ONE knows for sure what comes next ,NO ONE
but I do know I would have cheated myself our of a good life when at 34 I tried to end my life
I have faced more pain and heart break ,betrayal ,
but the good still out weighed the bad ,,,
and I'm not close to done yet
hang in there and do not entertain the death stuff ,,
it has a way of convincing you
I am sure someone loves you ,but you can't see
all you see it the pain and loss ,
believe it or not ,there is a reason for that