Note to myself: never let your heart love again, when they say they do, it's all lies!

You are making a mistake, if you stop loving, you'll fall down into a deep and lonely depression, like I did. All of the major religions in the world are based on Love, do you ever wonder why, it's because if you do fall down into that deep and lonely depression you can end up falling for someone and being besides yourself and fall into temptation and fall and become demonically oppressed! And it only get's worse and worse and worse......So my advice to you if man can't love you then God can, love God, it's the first and most important commandment, then love your neighbor like you love yourself, then live in love and by faith, and I promise you, you will never be lonely again, or depressed.