Is it bad that I like older girls?

I've always been into women 5+ years older than me, and no age is too old. I also always wanted new parents. All my life, I thought these things were my fault and just me being weird and selfish. But I've come to find out that both of them are actually due to childhood abuse I suffered.

So what I'm saying is that your interest in older women MAY be bad (or not), but it probably doesn't make you guilty of anything because it's probably due to some good reason that only your subconscious knows.