You know, it's taken me a long time to get to know myself as well as I do. Learning to love who I am was unbelievably difficult.

I'm to a point where I can say that I'm a good person and believe it. I'm not conceited and I'm not trying to toot my own horn here, but most people think I'm pretty nice. What I don't get is why it's taking so long for it to happen for me. I have two jobs I love. My bosses love me. I'm doing ok but I really want someone to just think I'm worth spending time with. I don't really have any friends. Not the kinda friends that stop by and say "hey, wanna just go for a walk Or something?" And nothing even resembling a relationship for a long long time. I'm not usually this whiny. I'm just feeling bad today.

Amen🙂

Absolutely true.