You know what I hated the most Kia

It's that I felt like my humanity was stolen from me. You lied to me, and instead of being honest about it not being ok. You just acted like the rest like I was some hideous abomination. That I was not fit to walk on this Earth or given any respect like a human being.

It broke me, all of my nightmares had come true, they cemented the fact that I didn't deserve anything nice or decent in this world. I realize now that it's just how Aries are. My father was the same way Kia. The others are probably similar in various degrees to that too.

I can feel the contempt and disgust radiating like a large campfire. That's what it was Kia, I understand why you haunted me for so long. I needed to learn this lesson before I could go forward.


Humans are lying trash, separate yourself from them and become something different. Something ancient and powerful. Destroy your heart and make it black like a moonless night.

Yes I get it now, love between humans and non humans is a lie.