I don't think anyone will compare to my ex of 4 years...

The failure of us was generally my fault (didn't cheat btw)
He doesn't want a reunion, never has, even tho he says he loves me too.
I have moved on...because i had to, but my current mate doesn't compare. I love my mate but I don't want to say good bye forever to my ex one day.

What can i do?