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Boyfriend

Life has come to thinking about him all night waiting for him to get up at 5am talk to him all morning before work wait until he gets off of work at 6pm text him up until he falls asleep at night and repeat 🙊Is this love ? Do I love him? Or is he just an obsession of mine ?
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kinkymech · M
sounds more like puppy love.. but who knows for sure.. have you actually ever met in person?
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
Yes like 3 4 probably 5 times we're more touchy feely then on our first date we hold hands and kiss and rubs my arms and stomach 😬 And Saturday he rubbed my face while kissing and he grabbed my sides like he's more comfortable touching me more now
kinkymech · M
so like 5 times in what stretch of time? do you see him once a week, a month or?
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: once a week on his day off
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: day off of work I mean
kinkymech · M
so your still very early in your relationship. a month or two at most.. personally I think way too early to call it love.. but only you know that for sure. more like infatuation as your both still learning about each other. nothing like being together for longer stretches of time to understand how the other relates to real life situations
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: we have been dating for 2 months but been talking for 3 months I guess you're right 🤔🙊 but sometimes he gets insecure like we tried to have sex the other day and he didn't take off his shirt and boxers he's very uncomfortable with his body very shy and nervous around me I'm also shy and nervous I get sorta mute around him saturday I tried to talk more 😬 It was pretty hard I guess it's not love yet but I really like him and he really likes me but sometimes he tells me he thinks I don't like him and sometimes he thinks I'm gonna dump him 🤦🏾‍♀️ So sometimes it's complicated and my friend made it worse we got into and argument she texted him and told him I was talking to other guys so he's been thinking things 🤦🏾‍♀️ Like he's unattractive and stuff and I'm trying to get his mind off all of that 😔 I don't want to break up with him i just want him to be happy ☹️And not have my friends fuck it up
kinkymech · M
wow if he could not get into having sex at your age he must be very shy.. or very insecure with himself
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: lol a even amount of both
kinkymech · M
And I take it that this would not be your first
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: first what boyfriend? No this is my very first boyfriend
kinkymech · M
I was referring to your making love. Seems you may be more experienced than he is
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
😅 no I'm a virgin he's trying but he keeps going soft but I like when he touches and fingers me @kinkymech:
kinkymech · M
I understand your reaction. I am confused about his.
BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F
@kinkymech: lol how so do you mean ?