Let me vent, how my young yt republican ex bf crimes are affecting me.

So I dated this guy very shortly last summer flash forward newyears I find out he was picked up 2 weeks after we broke up for SA charges in another state. He was picked up in my home town. His face was posted all over Fox 8 news and even though I left him before he was arrested I can’t help but feel embarrassed, people saw me out with him. He would parade me around town and take me to the bar, to go bowling, help me with my job, took me to meet his parents, I moved in with him and his family. My license is connected to his address still and I need to order and new license. I can’t help but feel like because I was the last known gf to this creep that now I’m being watched because of him. I found out he was let out of jail back in July and I think he’s back in my hometown only because of my social media detective skills. I’m so discusted with him and I hope they know I didn’t know what he did it was something he did before he met me in a whole other state. I’m too embarrassed to even go to my hometown now and see my mom or family. Because I just know those people seen me around with this guy and one of my friends told me something about people will be judging me for what he did even though it had nothing to do with me. He gave me the creeps when he would make grape joke and I got out of there fast also he would always argue about politics and wanted to force me to like trump. On Sunday there was a amber alert and then Monday that’s when I noticed I was being followed I can’t help but think I’m now on a watch list because of him. I even found his mom put the house on the market and she probably is embarrassed too. I need to get my license changed over asap to my new address. I just didn’t have the extra money because I don’t work as much now that I have to take care of my disabled friend. It all is just making sense and maybe I’m over thinking it.