Do you think he wanted to marry me

So me and my ex had a falling out over a situation. I stopped speaking to him for over a month. When I finally did he said he wanted to marry me. I told if you're serious Les get married today. He said let's go. I feel I forced him into marrying me and feel awful. He said I couldn't have forced him being he drove down there. I asked him how he feels about it but he is all nonchalant about it and I want to see the emotional part of him. I cried so bad because I feel like I made a choice that he wasn't able to fully think about it. I don't want to feel regret or feel like I helped him make the worse mistake if his life