I'm desperate to meet someone.

I'm sick of being alone. I thought I had a lot going for me, but apparently not. I have no idea what anyone wants in a relationship. The things they often list are the very things I have, but something is missing. I've never been a bar and club kind of guy, I've been with one woman my whole life (until four years ago), and my ideal date would be a museum or art gallery, then a tailgate and bonfire. I want to lay on the grass with someone and watch the stars, and discuss our place in the universe. I honestly have no desire to meet someone just for sex. I really need that connection first, but I think this is a bad thing. Most people seem to be all about sex and partying, two things that just don't appeal to me. I have nothing against it. It's just not me. There has to be a woman out there for me, right? I'm just lonely, and it sucks. I miss having someone to talk to and put my arm around. I miss telling someone I love them. That's all I want, and I just can't find it.