I am now Single

How could I stay with a man who has no sense of permanence? For almost six years I cling to it and introduce it to his life..I have cared and even left everything, ignore all has thrown on me. I was the happiest and thought I have nothing to worry on his side. I thought his arms are my home, it makes me fall asleep on it easily. They say relationship must learn how to compromise.. It was hard but accepted how it was part of our everyday situation. I accepted so much but in end I was the one being compromised….I got hurt by the sudden changes. When loveones left went on my own and cried hard…now getting used to it but still so many questions and words. If he can come to me I would but why he couldn’t do it? It was all unfair. Can’t wait to get up and forget everything.