Is this too big of an age gap?

Really..

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Really. Because if/when it goes south, you will lose your job. Not him.

It's a minimum wage job, why should I care.. I mean I care a little

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Sounds like you've made up your mind. I wish you luck.

@Peaceful: nah I'm a very very conflicted and undecided person

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: In general or over this guy?

With everything my entire life

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Then I'd focus on myself more and wait to be in a relationship with someone else.

@Peaceful: I'm conflicted with everything and anything and for that reason I've never been able to decide on a guy my entire life. 19 year old virgin that won't let ANY guy have me, I just keep dozens in hand to choose from and waste their time

It's the most frustrating thing because I want to just fucking CHOOSE and give someone a chance and let someone close to me. All of my friends are in relationships and there are so many people I click with but I just don't give them a chance

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Yikes! That's not very fair to them. You need to figure out who you are. Get comfortable in your own skin. Really important.

@Peaceful: I don't know how.

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Pursue things that genuinely interest you. Not other people, things that enhance you as a person. Could be lots of different things.

I'm in college so that's what I'm trying to do

@TheFlowerThatBloomsInAdversity: Stuff that feeds your soul. Dance, singing, writing, drawing, cooking....creative stuff.

Ah. I don't have time or effort for that anymore

If you don't have the time to figure you out, you don't have the time to date. I'm being serious.

I know who I am I've just always had a hard time choosing things or deciding between equally good choices

ok