are you brokenhearted?

Call him

@HowIMetYourMother: Call! I just argued with him about some stupid stuff.
And he has to study. I think one day he will just marry and dumb stupid woman. and live in his stupid little life

@Totoro: well will you be ok with him being with some dumb stupid woman?

@HowIMetYourMother: No. but our opinions and imaginations of the world are just too different. Also i am not sure if he is worth everything. i should better concentrate on myself even if it breaks my heart again and again.
It was long distance relationship. And I knew this day will come but i loved to live in my dream world. but then he asked:"Is it ok for you if we never meet".
He is not good in saying words in a nice way... But that isnt a problem how else should he say this sentence. It hurt so much. I thought i am over that but somehow i just really feel bad now. i always thought he is so perfect.
but imagine it would have worked and then we have children. i would tell them a different story about the world than he would.

@Totoro: that's complicated well its not really about having same views its about accepting each other for those views :) and if he doesn't want that then there's no use chasing after him

@HowIMetYourMother: Well yes. Think you are right.
How is your hesrt? How do you feel?

@Totoro: Me haha idk it comes in waves sometimes it feels like its all happened for better and sometimes its like why i didn't try harder but anyway no use thinking about that its not like i can do much about it now anyway