when I was younger I wouldnt have struggled to the extent I do now to understand women sometimes...

Precisely because I would have been in their heads because I was living it..

We dont know who we are or what we're after when we're young but I guess at least a few of us treasured self awareness enough to pick up a few books and start reading about it.

Struggling to understand ourselves.

Now that Im older and have accrued experience at least in regard to dating indecision is the least of my struggles.

Things in regards to desire are very stark and binary, the same way it is in the bedroom outside it.

Either Want or do not want. Sometimes maybe explicitly want not to but for the most part my sense of identity isn't what I struggle with.

I didn't come into this world understanding what I wanted in regards to the opposite sex, now thoguh I have a very strong idea what my type is.