They just don't understand but that is ok

Coming from a broken family, I yearn for a father's love. I never had that. In fact, I grew up believing I was a curse. That was what my parents called me. A curse and that they wish I was never born. They had no problems telling it to my 8 year old self to run away and never come back. Every day was mental and physical torture. Then... I met Daddy when I was 18.

Daddy gives me a reason to live. I feel like a human again. That I am worthy of love. :)
To most of you, you might think this is some screwed up fantasy. But to me, it is a new found home.

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SatanBurger · 36-40, F

I totally get it. I have had one "Master" in my life but it kind of went south because he lied about a lot of things. True he was experienced but he mostly lied about who he was and what he desired. Still, even though I don't have a "daddy," I can understand.

For me, I have anxiety issues, it's nice to let someone have control for once and kind of kinky. I'd have to really "love-love" the person and know they'd want the best for me in a sense to lose complete control but it's desirable.

I'd want someone to experience things like tantra with, it's a nice feeling from what I've looked into 🤗