IS LOVE A DRUG ? PART 2

the other side of love , the dark side of love.the kind of love that feels like ,the most poisonous, addictive drug that courses through your insides,and rots away your very core. the kind of love that leaves you both numb a hopeless void,and at the same time as contradictory as it sounds in excruciating pain. When you find yourself sitting in your dark bedroom at 3 am just staring in a kind of catatonia caused by racing thoughts of how it all ended up here.When you become all to familiar with the taste of your own tears and you just bleed,your eyes dry until you cannot cry anymore. the type of love that has you shaking in bed,anxious if they are going to walk away this time(again) for the millionth time. wondering ,in constant battle with yourself,if this is your entire fault,is this what you deserve? Its like heaven and hell in comparision . you probably could add a ton to this from your personal experiences , some people are blessed with the perfect person they have flowers growing from their finger tips, and a glowing aura to boot, and some are cursed with swollen eyes,and heavy hearts and thorns breaking through their skin. 😕