I can’t believe I just got my heart broke by someone who put dirty shit in my laundry like this and he broke my heart seriously he tried It

He has put a toll on me mentally and physically I know I deserve better but somehow I was convinced he was the one my mom felt he was so perfect and did no wrong but deep down inside he tore me apart. The entire relationship has been bullshit for 4 years I let stuff slide thinking okay he’ll change but never did lived with me for 4 years and didn’t pay a dime I let him ball out on all 3 of his cars and I should have been left.