How do I know for sure?

So, I have not talked to someone who I have loved for a year now, hell, let's say two years.

In a mental level, I am still dealing with myself; where I want to go, who I want to be. I want to spend money on myself and explore a bit. Understanding that she would not wait around for me, I understand.

Emotionally, I miss the four to eight hour conversations we'd have almost every day. Where she does not just skim the surface but she dives deep in the majestic unknown that is myself and that I am able to do the same.

Spiritually, I feel like I am getting signs to move on, but other times, I am getting signs that say "When you are ready, you two will be together". I do not know what to believe.

Is there a way to better understand this?