Suicidal thoughts

Still depressed over a girl who left me last year . But that’s not the main reason for the thoughts . The main reason I’m depressed is because I was a prick to her then she left bbut she came back few months later after getting dumped by someone else.

So this time I changed I was good to her but she left me again for someone else . Now I keep thinking If I was good to her the first time around would this have happened

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Mamapolo2016 · F

I am interested in why you treated her badly the first time but well the second time? How long did each episode last?

Killerilluminati · 26-30, M

@Mamapolo2016 well second time she came back after few months after the other dude dumped her. Then we lasted for about 2-3 till she found someone else

Mamapolo2016 · F

I meant, if you could treat her well and knew how, why did you the 2nd time and not the first?

Did she leave because she figured you'd backslide into your old ways?

Or maybe she's just a leaver.@Killerilluminati

Killerilluminati · 26-30, M

@Mamapolo2016 I guess I wasn’t that experienced cuz she was my first love ever

Mamapolo2016 · F

Do you believe that? I mean, don't we know almost instinctively how to treat people we want to keep around us?@Killerilluminati

Killerilluminati · 26-30, M

@Mamapolo2016 I come from a broken household my dad didn’t treat my mum right I didn’t have a good role model I guess

Mamapolo2016 · F

But you're smart and now you have learned.

There really are plenty of fish in the sea.

"Don't look back - that's not the direction you're going."@Killerilluminati