What do you find it harder - being in a relationship or out of one - if so why
I find it easier being out of obe cause I dont have to push my insecurities on to the person .
But when on your own temptations are very strong , but every relationship I was in I ended up getting burnt so I cant find the trust back to start a new one in case I get burnt .
The last one I was in was great at the start (they call it the honeymoon period) until then it got very suspicious and unhealthy and painful . And I ended up equating love with pain which I ended up getting very sick . I lost my man hood over it and felt empty , lost , bitter , and broken and since then I never went back into one
And I wouldn't have one night stands or anything like that cause my head wouldn't leave me get away with it . I have a very strong conscious. I dont know is it a good thing or bad thing .
Relationships can be great if both blend but if one dont the other person is goosed and you be nearly trying to buy them love or look and overly look for approval off them . The person I was with started to be not interested in me and all she had say is that she wasnt but it ended up like a war , the break up did , and she said I was sick but it was the other way around , all because she never said the truth to me say I dont like you no more .
But when on your own temptations are very strong , but every relationship I was in I ended up getting burnt so I cant find the trust back to start a new one in case I get burnt .
The last one I was in was great at the start (they call it the honeymoon period) until then it got very suspicious and unhealthy and painful . And I ended up equating love with pain which I ended up getting very sick . I lost my man hood over it and felt empty , lost , bitter , and broken and since then I never went back into one
And I wouldn't have one night stands or anything like that cause my head wouldn't leave me get away with it . I have a very strong conscious. I dont know is it a good thing or bad thing .
Relationships can be great if both blend but if one dont the other person is goosed and you be nearly trying to buy them love or look and overly look for approval off them . The person I was with started to be not interested in me and all she had say is that she wasnt but it ended up like a war , the break up did , and she said I was sick but it was the other way around , all because she never said the truth to me say I dont like you no more .
41-45, M