@Stark It's fine. I'm already on my path of suppressing and locking my heart away. Hopefully in a couple of days I'll be good again and stop thinking about her.
@Stark Also now I get it why it's important to ask somebody out as soon as you like them. And not shy out. Because if you leave it time to develop into a long term crush, it fcks up with your mind and takes your focus off important things that you're working on in your life.