Why is single life so hard

Why is it so darn difficult being single? Can’t fix anything not even a curtain rod I’m too short to reach don’t have the right tools even on a ladder it’s hard by yourself to install. No help with my car stuff l. No one to come home to but the tv. No one to cook for but me. No one to cuddle w at night but my pillow. I used to enjoy being single but it’s to hard to meet someone unless online and that’s been a big joke. I’m so depressed. Ugh it should not be this hard ?

Here's an update for you all!!! I went back to my ex only to be abused and was so stressed had an ischemic stroke. Now I'm almost healed and either have to sleep 9n my car or continue to stay here til I can move out again what a great life I wish my stroke had killed me