I feel like I’ll never find love again. I got played by someone I really liked and have no interest in even trying anymore

At your age? You've got a long way to go and many people to meet. That may have been a blessing to you that you've not yet recognized. This person may not have been the right one for you and that's why it didn't work out. If It was meant to be, it would have been! Look forward to finding that one who knows how to treat you right , will show you respect , and will support you and treat you as you deserve. You may have just been spared years of problems and hurt.