at least I didn't get the door slammed in my face this time.

I suppose because there was a context of friendship for such a long time before I started to realize how much I admired her...

some women...

they find out how I feel about them and then become somebody I used to know... I hate being ghosted so bad.

It's really twisted- I mean even if it's cruel I'd rather hear the truth.

But girls sometimes act like guys who have feels for them cannot control themselves so they bolt right away.

she asked me where It was coming from so I told her...

being bewildered by a sudden display of affection is better than throwing me out entirely....

I had frens for awhile. they gone now because that's what you get when you let your heart win.

but seriously if you don't believe I can be frens with girl who doesn't reciprocate my feels I have references.

I could introduce you

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