All day thinking about failure . And how i didnt get excepted by people growing up

Even with friends i still didnt believe i was excepted. Women hate me just as they look at me for the first time. Women pretending to be interested in me as its just a game to them.

I wanna die. I have no reason to live.

No motivation...
I cant stop thinking all the time.
Just thought after thought ...and the gym fit women look at me like im a joke and inferior.

All these years with no reason to live. Getting laughed at as i thought i had a chance with someone who was far out of my league. Only last year......and it just makes me see how it cant change.

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JammieDodgerHeart · 26-30, F Best Comment

I think this coming from an anxiety/depression. I don't believe it's true people don't accept you... even if they didn't

Why would you want those toxic people who dont accept you in your life anyway?

I'm gonna tell you the secret to being happy...

Self love

If you tried really hard and I know it's not easy to work on yourself to practice self care and compassion

3 things will happen

1) these negative thoughts will subside and your confidence/ happiness will boost

2) you know that if people don't accept you it doesn't matter, their lost you'll keep on rocking anyway, someone else will recognise your shine and even if they don't you do...

You won't take it personally, you'll realize it's more a reflection of them than it ever was of you

3) more people would gravitate towards you because you aren't scared of rejection and you'll invite people to see how great you are behind those layers of protection

People think other people will fill the hole, bring them happiness but the truth is no one can but ourselves because people can leave, but youre always there...

I know with all my heart this is easier said than done I've suffered with this for years and still am,but taking steps to love myself truly has made things a whole lot better.

Hang in there