All day thinking about failure . And how i didnt get excepted by people growing up
Even with friends i still didnt believe i was excepted. Women hate me just as they look at me for the first time. Women pretending to be interested in me as its just a game to them.
I wanna die. I have no reason to live.
No motivation...
I cant stop thinking all the time.
Just thought after thought ...and the gym fit women look at me like im a joke and inferior.
All these years with no reason to live. Getting laughed at as i thought i had a chance with someone who was far out of my league. Only last year......and it just makes me see how it cant change.
I wanna die. I have no reason to live.
No motivation...
I cant stop thinking all the time.
Just thought after thought ...and the gym fit women look at me like im a joke and inferior.
All these years with no reason to live. Getting laughed at as i thought i had a chance with someone who was far out of my league. Only last year......and it just makes me see how it cant change.
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