You ever miss someone so bad it hurts?

@SolGryn Oh, my goodness! I'm so sorry.

its okay. its my fault anyway

@SolGryn The pain is the same.

her boyfriend abused her and i told her to stand up for her self and she did and now she is gone. no one knows what happened to her

@SolGryn I don't know how you can blame yourself for this. Who is she?

her name is janice. i have to tell myself she is okay. its been over 10 years and it still hurts

@SolGryn She an ex? A friend? A sister?

we were close friends. spent every day together playing games and such

@SolGryn This has to be torture for you.

we all have our baggage

@SolGryn We do, indeed, but some is heavier, and harder to bear.

ive been through worse. it hasnt killed me yet

@SolGryn I'm glad. I'm still sorrier than I can say about this pain. Missing is somehow worse than knowing.

ill never know but i must remain positive.

@SolGryn Yes. Do! If/when she returns, you don't want to act surprised.

haha yeah. i will see her again someday :)

@SolGryn Yes. You will.

:) can i add you? im here looking for good people.

@SolGryn Sure if you wish. But be forewarned. I'm terrible about responding to messages. Even my kids complain about my lack of responses. My one daughter says I need to communicate daily, as proof that I haven't died or gotten too sick to answer her messages. Sheesh, kids. Even in their 50s, they are still kids, to me.

thats fine. im just looking for good people. we dont have to talk....its more like proof that they actually exist

@SolGryn Its all good. We can talk. Sometimes. I'm just not great at the pm thing.

Autocorrect just tried to change just, into hysterical. I suppose I must have hit the y instead of the u when typing just.

its all good. you helped me to feel a bit better. thank you :)

@SolGryn You're welcome. I'm glad.