Did i move on already?

My ex and I broke up but we still talked and what not and she would tell me she loved me and she said that she didn’t think it was fair for me to wait on her but I had loved her so I told her I would and this whole time she would tell me how much she loved me n stuff but when I would say I was gonna leave her life she would say that she still wanted me apart of her life and I would tell her that I would find ways not to love her and she would get mad and then she would say how she couldn’t be with me because she needed to focus on herself and school and I asked if there was someone else but she said no but just tonight she messaged me saying there was and that I was gonna hate her for it and talk bad about her but for some reason I’m not sad nor am I mad about it? I just feel kinda played almost? She’s ghosted me out and won’t answer my questions but idk did I move on already? Shouldn’t I be sad or atleast crying a little? We dated for a year and 7 months