Recently Broke off my engagement.
It was getting bad. We were both sad all day every day. We constantly argued. I was horrible I came home and yelled everynight. I knew it was time to call it quits and step back. Today I want to talk about it. To everyone out there who feels trapped or stuck maybe you should take a step back part ways for a little or permanently. This was extremely painful for me Probably the worst thing in the world. I felt like I was stabbing her heart. She's a good girl beautiful and sweet. Our relationship was hurting her and it was hurting me. Sometimes it's best to let go. Will we ever be the same ? I can't say, Will we be back together? I don't know. All I do know is on the surface it still sucks but I'm happier then I have been in months. We have to take care of ourselves before we can love others just remember that. I wish all of you who have dealt with or are dealing with it the best of luck. Keep strong.