What's the lowest point your partner ever brought you

one took my kids and disappeared 12 years ,not knowing what your kids look like ,that makes you deny your even a Dad
I almost killed her before she disappeared and her man ,but after 3 days of looking down a scope ,,I say God spoke to me then too ,I started thinking about my kids growing up with no Mom or Dad (I was going to kill me too )
I packed my gear and slipped back out of town the same way I slipped in .
She took off with my kids to another state right after that .

The next one was a saint I was the sinner ,but it hurt no less when she had my lights and phone turned off and snow on the ground (the land owner shut off my water ) and she knew I had guns ,she just didn't know I pawned them to buy food ,Selling my classic Mustang was the final straw ,,she knew I would know that meant she no longer cared about what she was doing ,she wanted me out of the state and to go back to my home state ,never to bother her again .
The cliff at dead mans curve was a suitable end (God had other plans I got delivered of all my addictions that night ,but I still wanted to die )

One stole my pain meds and traded them for other drugs for years ,I thought I could love her through it ,finally I asked her to go to rehab or leave ,
she left wasting 15 years of my life ,I only regretted us ,,when she kidnapped our son 5 months later ,we did come to an agreement though ,we share him and no courts had to be involved ,we still love each other ,but we are better friends then a couple ,for our son ,we are civil always ,,He is OK with the arrangement for now
and the last one ,
She drove me into a deep depression and a 2 year exile
I was a wounded animal with nothing left to lose in my mind at the time
(my son ,my girls ,my grandkids ,nothing mattered ,I just wanted to die ,
but now that I do believe in God (healing my kid and all the stuff He did to keep me from dying ,I could no longer deny He was real and 3 visions were the icing on the cake ,I was cold stone sober ,wide awake ,it was God )
So now I feel I can't kill myself, its the unforgivable sin to play God ,,
So I went into exile ,,2 years alone
Now I am sure more then ever He is real ,He finally spoke to me
He said "the next time I say No you will listen "
My second vision was to not let a female distract me ,I didn't listen
I paid the price
I still ended up having a heart attack and ending up in a nut ward over it
I am very careful who I trust with my heart now ,but I lived
Never tell a woman you can't live without her ,she will prove to you that you can