I Have A Crush On Someone But It'S Complicated

I woke up at 3:20 AM thinking of my long-term crush. Part of me feels silly by not being able to sleep because I can't stop thinking of her, but part of me feels happy that there's someone in my life I like so much that I lose my sleep over of her. May God bless her and give her all the happiness in the world, with or without me (but hopefully with me)
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