Blast from the past

I've been with my husband since we were at school, we got together when we were 15 and as far as everyone knows we are each others first and only.

While I was at university though... I cheated on him a lot. I shared a house with other students and I very often slept with 2 of my male house mates. My husband (now husband, boyfriend at the time) met them and didn't much like them which the guys thought was funny. I slept with them pretty much constantly for just under 3 years and often had threesomes as well. I told myself it was just me "exploring and experimenting" and that it was just "part of the uni experience" so I never felt bad... Even though really I should because I missed big things with my husband because I was with these other guys.

I stopped when I left university, we lived together for a while then got engaged and got married, worked and went on some nice holidays.

Then, we started talking about having a baby and eventually decided the time was right for us so I came off my birth control.

Then...

I went to my 10 year university reunion, one of the guys was there and I just couldn't help it, all the memories and everything came flooding back and we ended up having sex for most of the night in my hotel room... And he got me pregnant.

Just wanted to post this so I could get it out of my head really, I know I'm painting myself in a dreadful light 😔