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TexChik · F
It was my fault. I didn’t control my PTSD and just let it eat as I slipped into the agony of losing both of my parents 3 months apart . I didn’t even realize he had left until his Secretary called me and told me to pull my head out ! That wake up call definitely shook me up and I went and took him away from the pretty blonde he shacking up with . I was very lucky that he loved me enough to give me a second chance. Had I lost him I have no idea what I would have done . I hold no grudge against him for “ cheating “. I let him down and drove him away. It took years for me to get him to forgive himself. He is everything for me and I know I am for him . I won’t be messing this up again, you can bank on that 😉!