Well this is nice 🙃
After learning what my bf had done to me before, he gave me access to all of his social media. I never go through it because I trust him, and I feel like with him knowing that, he gives me stuff because he knows I won't go through it...
But- I do go onto his email and clear them all out, I do not read them at all, just clear them. (he does know I do this. It's his old laptop, so it still has his email logged in, and he knows this. He gave it to me because mine broke, soon getting a new one) But due to it being laggy, about once a week I'll go through and clear all of the emails. Along with emails from my own account.
Well you see here, this new girls name was popping up in his emails. I didn't really care at first. But they kept popping up, he knew I would clear the emails because I tell him about everything, but guess he didn't know that you get emailed messages you haven't read just yet. After he's cheated once...I decided to go through the messages.. And guess what, oh wait, you probably already know.
I found some nudes she sent him, and how he was complimenting her body, saying how hard he was getting over her and asking her to send him videos of herself, along with asking for videos of her moaning and stuff. So yeah, theres that. So happy to see such a thing! 🙃
On top of that though, he says how much he cant trust me and this and that. He also has access to all of my social media, so it's not like I forced him to give me his or anything, he just did after he told me about cheating the first time. I have never cheated on him or anything like that.
I try everyday to prove to him I only want him, then when I mention something about me overthinking he gets all offended, then says how horrible of a bf he is, and its like- I don't see you as a horrible bf, but he does that thing, just completely gaslights me.
My bad for trusting him even after all the shit he's done.
But- I do go onto his email and clear them all out, I do not read them at all, just clear them. (he does know I do this. It's his old laptop, so it still has his email logged in, and he knows this. He gave it to me because mine broke, soon getting a new one) But due to it being laggy, about once a week I'll go through and clear all of the emails. Along with emails from my own account.
Well you see here, this new girls name was popping up in his emails. I didn't really care at first. But they kept popping up, he knew I would clear the emails because I tell him about everything, but guess he didn't know that you get emailed messages you haven't read just yet. After he's cheated once...I decided to go through the messages.. And guess what, oh wait, you probably already know.
I found some nudes she sent him, and how he was complimenting her body, saying how hard he was getting over her and asking her to send him videos of herself, along with asking for videos of her moaning and stuff. So yeah, theres that. So happy to see such a thing! 🙃
On top of that though, he says how much he cant trust me and this and that. He also has access to all of my social media, so it's not like I forced him to give me his or anything, he just did after he told me about cheating the first time. I have never cheated on him or anything like that.
I try everyday to prove to him I only want him, then when I mention something about me overthinking he gets all offended, then says how horrible of a bf he is, and its like- I don't see you as a horrible bf, but he does that thing, just completely gaslights me.
My bad for trusting him even after all the shit he's done.
18-21, F
