I am trying really hard to not let it hurt me, but alas I am still only human and unable to not feel. As much as I wish I could not give a shit

You feel how you feel it's not right or wrong

Hugs

Big hug

Maybe trying not to hurt is like trying not to think of orange penguins. It might be better to acknowledge that you are indeed hurt but also to acknowledge that it will pass. It's not a life sentence. To know that something is temporary helps a great deal in weathering it.

Same same. And the nonsense. Ffs

Yeah. It really sucks