I've Been In Love And Betrayed

I had three amazing years with her but sadly it fell apart, she drifted when she started a new job and another guy turned her head. As soon as the other guy started to like her back it was over, but we kept on for 6 months I was aware the guy liked her and had made moves even kissed her, I hated him but never did anything against him because I didn't want to hurt her. I never knew she was lying to me she told the guy we broke up and started to flirt she led us both on. On the worst day she said those words "we need to talk" Christmas day and those words came, to those who use them please understand to us receiving them it's essentially "it's over". she wanted to avoid the talk until after christmas but I knew it was done as soon as she said it I wanted to start the new year fresh and alone. So I left felt like a heartless bastard at the time but in hindsight she had broken it not just my heart but my trust, but at the end of the day I wanted her to be happy if it wasn't with me then I had to go. I spent the rest of the holidays alone until the new year began then picked myself up and carried on.