I Left My Abusive Realtionship

I rehearsed it with my co-worker and therapist before. I did it. I was so scared and he knew something was wrong. His mom came to say hello while I was breaking down crying. I just screamed and screamed on the highway. I feel like my heart is so broken. I love him so much. I told him we should take a break. I just don't want to hurt him.