Emotional abuse

I am so tired of emotional abuse from my mom, all she says is all negative things, even if i do well with my work, she says that im an embarrassment and that i looked horrible and dhe said I wont never make it in this world, saying that im a problem and that I wont be able to live in society! Instead I wish she could say "you got this I believe in you, goodjob, im proud of you, you are going to do amazing things". Emotional abuse is not really recognized because you cant physically see it... and it hurts and bothers me a lot, saying i cando that or thus right and she is very judge mental. Is there someone out there who goes through this? 😔