I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship
In Pieces (written 7/19/16 2:53am)
I gotta stop staying up this late. When I do, my mind goes to all sorts of places. Places, that I'd rather leave undiscovered. I've been getting down on myself a lot lately. I've been feeling like I'm not good enough, questioning my life path, and my worth. I struggle to find my value.
I know it's there. I can reel off many different concepts and viewpoints that illustrate how I have value in some way, but I just don't FEEL it.
I feel like I lost a part of myself in my last relationship.
I lost my voice.
I'm slowly piecing myself back together now. It feels as if many fragments of myself have been left behind, and now I'm putting together what is left. The end result looks nothing like the original, but as I take a step back... hopefully one day, I'll be able to appreciate the new mosaic that I've become.
I gotta stop staying up this late. When I do, my mind goes to all sorts of places. Places, that I'd rather leave undiscovered. I've been getting down on myself a lot lately. I've been feeling like I'm not good enough, questioning my life path, and my worth. I struggle to find my value.
I know it's there. I can reel off many different concepts and viewpoints that illustrate how I have value in some way, but I just don't FEEL it.
I feel like I lost a part of myself in my last relationship.
I lost my voice.
I'm slowly piecing myself back together now. It feels as if many fragments of myself have been left behind, and now I'm putting together what is left. The end result looks nothing like the original, but as I take a step back... hopefully one day, I'll be able to appreciate the new mosaic that I've become.
31-35, F
