I hate us both

I hate you.
I hate that you threw a decade away because you didn’t care.
I wasn’t enough. I know that. I worried about it everyday. I wasn’t enough.
Why did you lead me on so long?
Why couldn’t we have just been friends?
To you I was just a chapter.
You were the whole damn book.
I hate myself. It hurts so badly when someone doesn’t love you anymore.