I was rejected

I feel so hollow. This happened over a year ago. I felt completely better and got my confidence back. But recently something came up regarding this person and I am in hollow agony again. I feel silly for even feeling this way. I don't know why. I use to think he was an amazing person. I feel maybe like he just wanted something from me and that's it.
I hate the pain that I feel. Why does this feel worse than marriage pain. I don't want to feel anything any more

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riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

When your rejected it's God's protection.
Your hollow cause you gave it all and then you saw the other side .
That's what makes you hollow cause you turn it in on yourself . More or less it's to do with your self worth

Justgirl · 41-45, F

@riseofthemachine I keep telling myself that. It probably is. I just really cared about him and wanted him in my life. Maybe it was a pritection. I often wonder that