I will always remember

I remember the Saturday that i met you how stifling hot and humid it was and how nervous i was.
I remember you were so good looking and self confident and popular in your blue Camaro. I remember the first words you ever said to me. I remember driving around the lake and drinking beer. I remember you holding my hair back as i got sick from playing beer pong. And i remember the last words that you said to me that night were the same as the first.

I remember your eyes the same as mine and how they looked when you spoke my name. I remember being so proud of you when you chose your career as a firefighter. Not only were you my hero but a hero to others as well.

Fast forward 13 years and i remember you in your hospital bed deathly sick. I remember the first words you said to me were the same words you had said to me the first night i had met you. I remember praying that you would get a donor and leaving your room to cry so that you wouldn't see me.

I remember your last day on Earth. I remember our last kiss and you telling me those same words as the first day. I remember my heart breaking as I held your hand long after you took your last breath. I kissed your cheek as i whispered, "Good bye Eddy." You were mine and i will always remember how i never doubted or questioned your love for me. And i will forever remember you telling me that i was the most beautiful girl that you had ever seen in your life.